Loving you=deceiving you

I can always remember the first time I saw you,

I was trying to forget someone very special to me,

because we were never meant to be with each other.

I guess I was finding someone to heal my heart.

Yes, I don't like you that much because of him,

but whenever I see you my heart would beat fast.

I have not yet developed my feelings for you,

not until that very special day.

And fate came in to bind us together.

I was given a chance of a lifetime,

a chance to get to know you better.

A chance that I won't ever give up.

I have grown to love you more and more each day,

and I can see that you cares for me day by day.

When I am with you I can't be my real self,

it hurts trying to be someone else in front of you.

Yes you are the right guy in the right time,

but I am the right girl in the wrong time.

I need to let you go this time and try to be myself.

And maybe the next time we meet, I can be myself.